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Coma
The storm is brewing overhead
threatening to quit
simplify these words for me
Let me take a hit
tell me otherwise
tell me lies
sweet truthful lies
they hide behind those deep eyes
screaming at the top of my lungs
exploding in my head
this anger that i have toward you
I cannot keep it fed
its killing me inside
like the first time
i could breathe
you flew away from me
oblivious to what you do to me
controling me
pushing me away
pushing so hard, away
expecting too much from you
story of my life
let this end forever
let this end tonight
feeling hurt and lost now
not wanting to go on
i cannot take this feeling
the feeling i've prolonged
slipping into coma
sliding down the hill
letting this all happen
feeding your cheap thrills
forgetting what is best for me
forgetting what was worse
tell me something different
i haven't heard before
tell me that i matter
tell me something more
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horrible intentions
premeditated
instigated, untruthfully
feeling you
your warm embrace
soffacating
the heat on my neck
the fire
bright with almosts
tell me why I'm here
slipping into old habbits
falling downhill
wanting this
wishing for you
drowning in your arms
just for tonight
I'm yours
just for tonight
I'm her © Ashlee Stanfield 2009 |
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Here I am, a shell, a ghost of my former self.
Do not take me for granted, for I change with the wind.
My personality that of the starry night sky; a myriad of colors and shapes.
I am a child of the sun, restless and wild. Stubborne and sure.
My eyes are the ocean, telling sad stories of cold hope and flickering faith.
Do not be fooled by my facade, layed out delicately for everyone to see.
For I am the unforgiving sin you wish you could grasp.
And you don't even know me. © Ashlee Stanfield 2009
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I want need you back. I need to quit looking for you everywhere i go, it's consuming my time. |
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